That is kind of how I'm feeling lately. Some days and even some minutes, I'm up and then give it time and I'm back down again. I haven't posted much simply because there isn't much to say. I am STILL looking for work and I'm quietly going insane(er) sitting at home all the time. I did work at the Big Sporting Event in town last weekend and it was a lot of fun. I was a bartender in the hospitality suites which was something I haven't done before and I really enjoyed it. So I am appealing to you, my lovely blog readers, to send prayers or good wishes, light candles, sacrifice virgins (yeah right!) to whatever deity you worship (if any) that I can PLEASE find a job very soon.
My little OK Cupid experiment seems to have fizzled out before it even began. A lot of it is I just don't have any enthusiasm. I don't feel I can bring much to the table right now. I know I am a little depressed (ok a lot probably). Not having any resources will do that. I'm through whining now.
I did have a little reason to perk up last week. A friend that I have been chatting with over a long period was in a nearby town recently. He is the same age as me and we have a lot in common. We laugh and joke around a lot and even "watch" our show together on Monday nights. (The Following..is anyone else hooked?) We've never met in person, however. But as happened last year, he was in town for work and was putting in 14 hour days. So strike 2. We never did get to meet. It's a shame, too. He is really a great guy and we chat and talk all the time about getting together. But when he's within striking distance, he just seems to disappear. You know he's wishy-washy. But wait. He'll be back in the area next week. A little further away but still close by. So we'll see what (if anything) happens.
So that's what I'm up to these days. I'm up and down and all around. Highs and lows and the hits just keep on coming. Thanks again to anyone still reading. Hopefully soon I'll have some fun sexy things to post. Spring and summer are on their way (hopefully) and that always seems to help.
I really understand the depression that can set in with being un- or under-employed. I went for 6 months between jobs once and it is something I never want to do again. I truly do wish the best for you.
ReplyDeleteI am hooked on the The Following and Kevin Bacon is so good in it. I have to say that occasionally they push the beliveability limit, but doesn't all TV to an extent? I can honestly say, every time you think you have figured out what happens next, they throw a big curve ball.
Being out of work is tough, no way around it. Keep your head up and find joy and things to lift you up wherever you can. Work will come, as will sexy times! Like you said...warmer weather always helps some!
ReplyDelete*hugs* I really hope you find something soon. I know it must be so frustrating!
ReplyDeleteTake your time... when you're ready, I know you'll find someone awesome.